speak easy

toothache

minsan paulit ulit nating tinatanong sa ating mga sarili kung ano ba talaga ang papel natin sa mundong ito.

ayoko sa lahat kapag ginagawa ng ilang mga tao na bobo ang mga tao sa paligid nila.

takte, february na may ubo pa din ako. tigas kasi ulo, inom pa din ng inom ng malamig.

at ngayon lang sa tanangbuhay ko, sumakit ang ipin ko ng ganito.

righteousness

One of the things that I actually don’t like about myself is that sometimes I have the tendency to feel self righteousness. I don’t know, maybe it has something to do with me being idealistic at times. But in fairness to me, when I’m in the mode of being self righteous, I just keep it to myself. Sometimes I share it to a close friend (mitch), but just sometimes. I don’t normally show it to others. I don’t want others feel that I am being so right and I that they are wrong. When I see or feel something is wrong, I tell myself it is wrong. And I tell myself what is right. Believed it or not, I hate myself when I’m doing that.

I realized that showing self righteousness can really be so annoying and offending, most especially when the one being so righteous is someone who is not “right” at all. During my younger days, I used to be a “this is right – that is wrong person”, it was because I was afraid to do something wrong or bad. I was very careful to make a mistake. But when I grew older, I see myself, sometimes, doing wrong and bad things with my own will. So since then, I started hating my “self righteousness” thing, because I know, I don’t have the right to be. That’s why every time the feeling comes to me again, I just keep it to myself.

Aside from God, I believed that only perfect people have to right to demonstrate righteousness. If you have lived your life so perfectly and you did nothing wrong at all, then you are indeed righteous and I will admire you for that. You might be sitting next to God the next day. But if you know you are not perfect, if you know sometime, somewhere, you have made terrible things, please spare me your righteousness, especially if we’re on the same age.

So, lesson for myself, stop being “self righteous” even if I’m just keeping it to myself. I may think that I’m not showing it to people but smart ones might still actually feel that. I’ve felt how offending and annoying it is so I should know the effect by now. Lesson for others, if you are not perfect , don’t be so self righteous, don’t tell people which is right and wrong, unless you are in the position to do so. Don’t tell them what they did was wrong and what you did was right. People do things with reasons, even if it’s right or wrong, and you are not the one to tell if their reason is right or wrong. Peace out.

ubo, sipon at american idol

Sa mga oras na ito ay nangangati ang lalamunan ko. Takte talaga kapag dinadapuan ng ubo at sipon. Parusa sa buhay. Mas gusto ko pa magkalagnat kesa sa sipon at ubo, sobrang hassle kasi, lalo na bigla kang hahatching tapos ang sakit sa lalamunan. Takte talaga.

Kaninang alas 5, naabutan ko reply ng american idol, saktong pinahingahan ko muna tong PC. Nakakatuwa talaga manuod ng American Idol, makikita mo ang pagkakaiba ng mga Pinoy at Kano. Yung mga Pinoy na contestants laging papuri sa judge at super thank you kahit ano sabihin sa kanila, yung mga kano naman laging palaban. hahaha. mga pinoy kasi mahilig mag kiss ass. ewan ko ba.

May isang contestant, nakalimutan ko pangalan, music teacher sya, tapos kakamatay lang ng asawa nya 4 months ago. Habang nakikinig ako sa kwento nya ay parang naiiyak na rin ako, lintek talaga, gawa yata ng sipon ko. Buti na lang natanggap sya at he is going to holywood. Ay ewan. Sa di ko mapaliwanag na dahilan ay napaka babaw ng luha ko habang nanunuod ng American idol, pag may umiiyak dahil di natanggap o naiiyak dahil sa sobrang tuwa dahil natanggap sila, parang nakikiiyak ang mga mata ko. lintek talaga kasi tong sipon ko e, ganito pala epekto sakin.

Buti na lang may mga patawa pa ring mga contestant na di mo malaman kung anong gustong palabasin sa audition na nakapagpasakit ng tyan ko sa kakatawa. Kaya ayun, iyak, tawa, ubo, sipon. :p

bob ong & twilight

may kolokoy na nagpost sa pex: hehehe. natawa ako dito. :p

TWILIGHT SUMMARY IN TAGALOG:

kasi pare ganito daw yun. may isa daw babae na hot daw pare. pero maputla siya kasi hindi siya inalagaan ng nanay niya pare. tapos pare emo daw siya kasi nga daw hindi siya mahal ng mundo at para siyang patay na bata na galit sa mundo. tapos pare, lumipat daw siya ng tirahan kasi daw masyado daw siyang emo para sa luma niyang tirahan. sabi niya sa nanay niya "t@n6!nA mo nay gusto ko lumipat kay tay". t@n6!nA pare hindi nagalit nanay niya. sabi lang ng nanay niya "t@n6!nA mo pare wag ka magmura".so lumipat siya sa tatay niya di ba? pagkarating niya dun sabi niya, "t@n6!nA erpat bakit maulan dito?" sabi ng erpat niya "6a6o "bur" months na! malamig na t@n6!nA". so nagtaka yung babaeng simula ngayon ay tatawagin na lang nating "babaeng maputla at emo".so pumasok siya sa school di ba? binigyan siya ng truck ng tatay niya pare. sabi ng tatay niya "t@n6!nA mo sayo na tong truck ko". sabi niya "salamat tay".pagkarating niyang school tsong, may nakita siyang lalaking mukhang bangkay pero pogi. sakto. pogi pero mukhang bangkay. sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "hot pare".nung chem lab na ni babaeng maputla at emo, natagpuan niyang lab partner niya yung poging bangkay. so nung tinignan siya nung poging bangaky, ang asim ng mukha nito. mukhang nandiri ata kay babaeng maputla at emo.sabi ni poging bangkay "t@n6!nA mo". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "t@n6!nA KA". sabi ni poging bangkay "t@n6!nA NIYA oh *tumuro sa teacher nila*". sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "oo nga noh. t@n6!nA MO". sabi ni poging bangkay "t@n6!nA mo 6a6o bampira ako". tapos naghubad siya ng damit at kumintab ang katawan niya kasi linagyan niya ng glitters ang abs niya kasi tigas siya at ganun na ang mga tigas ngayon na nagpupuntang emba.so pare na in love si babaeng maputla at emo kay poging bangkay. si poging bangkay naman sige lang kasi sex din daw yun. so ayun. angshweet shweet nila."eow poh... ahihihihi""bebe mwahugz,..... ^^,"so tapos nun nagpunta sila sa damuhan kasi.... alam mo na. tapos sabi ni poging bangkay "ikaw na buhay ko ngayon" sabi ni babaeng maputla at emo "t@n6!nA mo 6a6o patay ka na". sabi ni poging bangkay "t@n6!nA KA".tapos nagsex silaso basically pare yun lang yung mga importanteng nangyari sa buong storya. intense noh? kaya pala na-hook lahat ng tao!!

sana magsulat ng ulit si bob ong ng libro na pantapat sa twilight series. nyahaha.

:p

let's give it a try

My sister told me about this social networking site called dneero.com where you'll earn money by simply answering survey like questions and you have to post in your blog. So i give it try, i sign up for it and just today, i received my very first "conversation" (the poll/survey, that's what they call it). I still dont know the validity but my sister told me it's true. I'll keep you posted about it if i'll receive something i'll let you guys know. hehehe. If you're interested, just click the link below.

I wish i can do something

Last night, while i was checking emails before going to bed, i overheard my mom watching the tv documentary "i witness" . The documentary was entitled "Boy Kahoy", its about a child who gathers wood and sells it in order to survive his day to day living. My attention was caught so i went outside my room and watch the documentary with my mom.

It was painful to watch. Seeing kids work hard and suffer difficulties in life really breaks my heart. It always reminds me that life is so damn unfair. That while rich kids are having the best time of their lives at an early age, others are dying and sick and working super hard just to have something to eat.

The part that struck me the most was when the reporter asked the kid why is he barefooted, the kid said, he doesnt want to use his slippers and said "pinaghirapan kong mabili yun" (i worked hard to buy it (slippers). The reporter then said "so why are you not using it?", the kid said, "para sa Pasko, may magamit ako" ( so i can still use when Chritmas comes). *sighs*

I dont go crazy over kids. But it kills me to see them working at the streets, to see them thinking about things like an adult, to see them having miserables lives, coz they are just kids. They should just be playing for christsake!!!!

I truly wish that i'll become a person who has the capacity to change things & help people. I truly wish i can do something.